I am racing around with everybody trying to get ready for this wedding, I havent been to a wedding as an adult so this should be interesting. Yes, there will be alcohol there but I believe i have enough confidence/fear/tools to keep my control. I have a sponsor in AA who I can call and is ALWAYS there for me. I also have the ladies and management at my sober living. I have so much support at it is vital to my getting well. I couldnt do this alone, it is a “WE” thing. I have put on some weight but its all healthy, its my body getting back to normal. I feel a lil self concious but it is all the more proof to my family of my sobiety. I choose to go with an all black dress I got in LA so I can throw a little bit of LA style in this Italian New York wedding! Wish me luck!