October 7th
So the wedding went very well, I must have seen 60 family members and friends. Everyone is over joyed with me and says that I have that twinkle back in my eyes ๐Ÿ™‚ย  …..so good to hear, I just want to make everyone proud! I love my life today, being back here hasnt been tempting or a drag yet. Although I did leave the wedding early because it was getting late into th party time and I removed myself from what could have been a tempting evening, but first calling my sponsor. My dad wasnt disappointed to take me home early, he was proud with what a wise decision I had made. Feels so good to be back to me! My sponsor was also proud of me for pausing first calling her and choosing to leave, thats something the program gave me, time to PAUSE!